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06:19 am - Holy SHIT!

i JUST remembered my damn password for livejournal... it's been way over a year. craziness.

04:14 pm - It's Official...

I have one of the CUTEST CATS EVER BORN!






That is freaking adorable...

Current Mood: amused

09:02 pm - yesterday

so, i went to warped tour yesterday. i had fun, but in all truth, it was the worst warped tour i've ever been to. they didn't have beer everywhere, and when i finally found where the beer was being sold, they were all out. much sadness. there was also the issue of my new tattoos. they got dirty and the one on my left foot got really nasty. most of my foot turned red and swelled up like violet beauregarde would have done if that damn piece of gum had ended with apple pie instead of blueberry... to make it even worse, there was a lot of oozing going on. gross.

tattoo is doing a little better. it stopped oozing and the swelling has gone down. now it's just red and really scabby. i hope it turns out okay.

Current Mood: bored

03:51 pm - Took it again... Kinda creepy how the damn thing always seems to be right...

http://www.colorgenics.com

You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.

02:10 pm - Oh, the pain....

hurt... but very worth it. check out the new tats everyone.

Current Mood: hungry

07:44 am - Getting drunk with my ex was a bad idea... ♥broken

So I stare at the wall,
Feeling everything is wrong
I have lost my heart
To a boy who can't be mine
I have fallen in love, with no use



What I wouldn't give to be as detached from my feelings as he is. But, unfortunately for me, I've been hurt plenty of times and I'm still not numb.



Too depressed to sleep.

P.S.- I would like to thank someone for letting me know that they care. Thank you, that meant a lot.

Current Mood: envious

05:55 pm - Just wanted to share with everyone the cutest picture of me ever.

Well, off to get drunk with my ex...

Current Mood: blah

06:45 pm - Yay! I'm a happy Jesi!

Whoo hoo! I finally got a new cell phone.
Bye bye cracked screen.
Hello camera phone.
Bye bye stupid phone.
Hello nifty phone.

Current Mood: bouncy

04:31 am - Man, I do too many quizzes

But I just couldn't resist.


You are Alice!

You are femme and very talkative. You are very
oppinionated and artistic. You are bisexual
and can't figure out which one to be with...you
feel the need to choose one sex over the other
being the better. You want to find love and
get frustrated with concept. Slow down, enjoy
life, and have fun....and try not to be a
chatter box!


Which L Word cast memeber are you?
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Current Mood: exhausted

06:30 pm

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/

My results:


Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognize the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have un-admitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliché 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?



Every time I've taken this thing, it's been freakishly accurate. This time was no exception.

10:37 pm - I think I've figured it out.

So, I think someone has put a curse on me at some point in my life.

The terms of this horrible jinx are that I shall be forever doomed to short-lived relationships, that must always end in my being dumped.

This is the only explanation, considering the fact that I can't even think of what I could have possibly done wrong this time.

I'm getting so sick of this. I really am. It hurts every time and I think this is one of the worst.




Anyone know how to break a curse? I'm open to suggestions.

Current Mood: crushed

02:42 pm - OMG, This kicks so much ass!

What kind of God are you?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You earthly time was spent	Raining torrents of blood while sailing over the prostrate masses in an iron chariot
Your throne is	A great mountain wreathed in silver cloud, attended by angelic beings of light, arced with lightning and bathed in glory
You wear	The inky cloak of the universe
Your Godly superpower is	A flaming, indestructible sword with which you shall avenge the slain innocents and humble the arrogant
This cool quiz by pelagicboreas - Taken 62808 Times. </a>

New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

Current Mood: cheerful

02:35 pm

I'm feeling much better now. I would like to thank the girls who made this possible. :)
(You know who you are.)

Current Mood: happy

10:10 pm - Put me out of my misery...

Someone, kill me, please.












Can't take it anymore.

Current Mood: melancholy

12:45 am - AHHHHHHHHHH!

Oh my god. I'm going fucking crazy. I need to get out of this prison, I mean, house. My parents are driving me up the wall, my mom says I'm not allowed to borrow her car during the week because she stays up at night waiting for a safe return (not for me, for the car), I haven't been able to see my boyfriend in forever, and my dog had a fucking seizure in the living room tonight. This honestly hasen't been a good day.


BTW- Nicole, we should hang out more often. I had fun seein ya the other night. Call me, Bitch!

Current Mood: crappy

10:37 pm - Well, that's nothin new...

Bisexual You scored 0 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

You are evenly bisexual. You have no gender preference when it comes to sex. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.

Current Mood: depressed

05:10 pm - I can't believe he died...

So, I just finished the new Harry Potter.



Boy, am I pissed.

Current Mood: pissed off

02:51 am - Yes, I'm VERY BORED...

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Current Mood: blah

02:20 pm - Well, Chris, you were right.

Current Mood: kupo-riffic

07:17 pm